welcome to my life...

Dance around like a loon please? :)
The one thing I've waited since Feb to see/hear
I finally have...
Not properly but still xD
I am well happy!!!!!!!

I love wishful thinking xD

1. My name is Fern
2. Nicknames are Furbie, Fernie, Candyfloss, Furbz
3. My b'day is 6th feb
4. My natural hair colour is midish brown
5. But is now dyed black
6. And it suits me pretty good suprisingly =\
7. I'm an aquarius
8. Bradford Bulls are my fave rugby team
9. My fave player is Shontayna Hape
10. i have met him
11. Matt cook who is hawt <3
12. Karl Pryce
13. Deacs
14. Joe Vagana
15. Terry Newton
16. Brad Meyers
17. Michael Withers
18. And Lesley Vainikolo
19. I have been to see Fall Out Boy, The Academy Is..., Hundred Reasons, Thursday, Capdown, The Hush Sound, Hellogoodbye and Panic! At The Disco
20. I am off to see My Chemical Romance, Thursday [[again]], Lostprophets, Taking Back Sunday and Aiden
21. I smoke
22. ... Shisha too =]
23. And it tastes nice!
24.  i love getting pissed!
25. I'm single
26. But there is a dewd who my head &&heart won't let me forget or stop loving...
27. His name is : Matthew Joseph William Ward [[Had to say the whole name lol]]
28. Wierdly i think he feels the same
29. I'm becoming less &&less camera shy
30. My mates are better than yours are!
31. they mean so much to me and love them loads 
32. i am currently regretting eating so much food today
33. i have a half full packet of ciggies
34. &&A lighter which actually fucking works!
35. my fave colour is pink
36. has been since i was 3 yrs old
37. i get bored very easily
38. i can't stand wannabe's
39. or fakes
40. or backstabbers
41. or people who think they know me when they obviously don't
42. i have never felt more myself than i do at the moment
43. Although i have been called a sheep in the past, which i don't understand why =\
44. I can get confused very easily...
45. I hve no stereotype
46. i am very random
46. i hate saints n rhinos
47. i Luff music with a frikkin passion!
48. I wierdly like storms
49. I go to every match the bulls play at odsal...
50. i have also bin to an away match at headingley
51. The tetley stand is a gd place to be
52. as is centenary
53. and leeds
54. ..i also like halifax too =]
55. i own lots of cds
56. I have a new iPod named Pinkie McSilverton
57. It has pink speakers
58. The bands i currently bum are: Panic! At The Disco, The Audition, My Chemical Romance, Lostprophets, Paramore &&Taking Back Sunday
59. I want pink or purple bits in my hair
60. i like hugs =]
61. Shopping tomorrow!(y) 
62. kick or red bull gets me really hyper
63. Or just when matt declared his love for me or calls me darling or hunni ^^
64. i really miss my best mates wen they go on holiday =[
65. i can sing
66. pretty good if i may say so ;]
67. matt bellamy is shit at singing supermassive black hole compared to how i sing it
68. i can be a bitch at times
69. so when i am in that mood... stay away!
70. wow... 70 facts... i'm amazed!
71. i luff xmas
72. I want lostprophets first ever album....
73. i wanna be a solicitor
74. ... actualli no... i will!...
75. i have a theory of that if ya believe it can happen
76. i have a thought that i have found my soul mate =]]
77. I wanna pass my GCSE's with good grades!
78. Long distance relationships can work!
79. if yoo fucking see each other
80. otherwise they crash &&burn and also leave yoo oh-so confused about the other person =[
81. i love all rock
82. i have many posters!
83. my notebook is like a diary...
84. I write all my thoughts in the book
85. photos r a great way to remember the past
86. i can't stand bitching!
87. Gerard Way's hair looks st00pid now!
88.altho its growing on me now
89. i wish i was in a different city at the moment...
90. ... as then i wouldn't be fucking single!
91. i love my dog to bits
92. i hate it when he is ill coz he doesn't move as it always causes him pain...
93. ...which makes me really upset
94. i love laughing
95. charlie pink is the best deodorant!
96. i love parties!
97. i lyk goin to 1in12 too
98. i want a hamster
100. matt and my best mates are the best things what have happened to me in my life!

yaaaay!i did it! =]]

2006

 

 

January

 

- 3Days in London with two of my bestest mates

Twas tonnes of fun

Spent most of our time laughing, stalking a guy for his shoes, drawing &&Stealing Kirsty Williams' alarm clock

=]

 

- Converse addiction properly kicked in...

 

February

 

- MyBirthday!

Twas great mayte! (y).

 

- Bought a ticket to see Fall Out Boy ^^

 

-Joined MySpace

 

-Also met Matt this month too

&&Started going out with him too

=]

If only i knew how much confusion I'd have thanks to him later in the year...

 

March

 

- Nathaniel's birthday

Toni remembers it =P

Ok, I'll stop now...

 

-Takenness! ^^

 

April

 

- I went to Belguim...

Anyways, it was a good time there

Had a reet laugh &&Was sat behind Marcus on the coach all the time

 

- Started stalking the Bulls properly too ^^

 

May

 

- Toni's BDay

 

- Work experience

 

- Fall Out Boy concert ^^

 

- The start of the £200 phone bill

Whoopsie...

=\

 

June

 

- Predicted marriage proposal

 

- Stalked the Bulls at wibsey gala [st00f yoo Toni, I said it was this month =P]

 

- Bought my first PunkRoses

=]

 

- Mum found out bout Matt

Ooops...

 

- I got killed for the phone bill

 

- 06/06/06, AntiChavDay

=]

 

July

 

- (8)YooDon'tAlwaysHaveToFuckHerHard(8)

Aka Rach's party

The song which will make me &&Toni laugh for a while

=]

 

-Summer Hols start

^^

 

- Met Shontayne Hape

 

-Dyed my hair black for the first time

^^

 

- Nat went to America back and brought back goodies for us all

=]

 

August

 

- Met Shontayne again

=]

 

- Panic! At The Disco concert

^^

Was f00king awesome!

 

- English exams' results back

¬¬

Got a C

So I got told I'm retaking one

=[

 

September

 

- Um... Put it this way...

 

WorstMonthOfTheYear!

*cries*

 

 

October

 

- Singledom...

Woo

Great

*ends sarcasm*

 

- The twat also confused me like hell!

Never ever get an ex saying he still loves yoo a few weeks after he dumps yoo

It mind-fucks yoo completely

 

November

 

- Went to see McFly in Leeds

^^

 

- Matt went to America for two weeks

Which made me bored as hell as school since he kept texting me then

=]

 

D

 

eCeMbEr

- Matt declared his love to me...

YetAgain =P

 

- Dick stands up to his name

And i had a massive go at him

 

- Also practically saved Me &&Matt ever building stuff up too

Whilst adding comedy into the situation too

 

- Book Lostprophets tickets

^^

 

- XmAs BuDdIeS iNnIt!i!

=]

GoT wElL aCe PrEsSiEs ToO mUsH!

(y)

 

 

NewYearsResolutions [WhichIProbsWon'tStickTo]

 

 

 

WellBuddiesHaveAMerryNewYear&&APwoppaHappyXmas[ForTheRemainderOfItAnyways]

 

ThankooToniForWritingYoursCozIWasGettingStuckOnMine

=]

- Stick To The Things I Say I'm Gonna Do!

 

- Get Into SixthForm

 

- Pass My GCSE's

 

- Eat Balanced

 

- Stop biting my nails!

 

 

So the year is ending... Confess that
in 2006 you...

(x) stayed single [for parts of it]
( ) got your first kiss
() kissed someone new
( ) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
() kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(?) broke someone else's heart
(x) had a stalker
(x) have/had a good relationship with someone
() questioned your sexual orientation
() came out of the closet 
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) gotten married [on runescape]
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
() kissed someone of the same sex
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) asked someone out [yeh in an email as a joke, we were already seeing each other =P]
(x) broke a promise
(x) broke up with someone you still loved/liked
(x) done something you've regretted
(x) lost your true love
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under mistletoe
(x) cried after hearing a song

WORK/SCHOOL
(  ) got a promotion
(  ) got a pay raise
(  ) changed jobs
(  ) lost your job
(  ) quit your job
(  ) dated a co-worker
(  ) dated your boss
(  ) dated your boss' daughter/son
(  ) got fired from your job
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
(x) found the subject you love
(x) failed a class
( ) cut class
() skipped school/college
(x) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent
(  ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
(  ) fell in love with a teacher
(  ) lead in the school play
(  ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget
(x) met a new friend
(x) have a group of new best friends
(x) lost a good friend

OTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(  ) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(  ) double-dipped
(  ) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went to camp / went camping
(  ) threw a surprise party
(  ) been to a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
(  ) laughed till you peed in your pants
() flirted shamelessly
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x) dyed/bleached/highlights your hair
() came close to losing your life
(  ) someone close to you died
(x) went to a party
(x) drank alcohol
(x) drank alcohol underage
(x) missed someone
(x) did (a) drug(s)
(x) got drunk
(  ) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
() saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
(x) Saw a band/artist live
(x) saw someone famous in person
(x) did something you want to tell everyone
(x) Enjoyed this year overall

Hardly no one ever goes on here now
It's amazing we all used to be LiveJournal addicts
now we are all little MySpace whores

Yeh, I'm bored and noone's online part from a few people who i don't talk to

Woo Xmas is a week today
=]
am so frikkin happy bout it

Anyways erm.. thats it

so buh bye
xx

IF A MOVIE WAS MADE OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:

Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
Put it on shuffle.
Press play.
For every question type the song that's playing.
When you go to a new question press the next button.
Ready? GO!

Opening Credits:
Teasing To Please - cute Is What We Aim for

Waking Up:
One - simple Plan

Falling In Love: 
Broken Hearts, Torn Up Letters & The Story Of A Lonely Girl - Lostprophets

Fight Scene : 
U + Ur Hand - Pink

Breaking Up:
Farther Away - Evanescence

Make-up:
Close To The Flame - HIM

Secret Love:
Take It Away - The Used

Life's Okay: 
Helena - My Chemical romance

Mental Breakdown:
Black Mamba - The Academy Is...

Driving: 
kill Your Own - Hundred Reasons

Flashbacks:
i just wanna live - Good Charlotte

Happy Dance:
I think I love you - Less Than Jake

Regretting:
Keep Dreaming Upside Down - October Fall

Long Night Alone: 
Here We Go Again - Paramore   [Wahey! lolz]

Final Battle: 
Sound Effects & Overdramatics - The Used   [could work lolz]

Death Scene:
What It Feels Like To Be A Ghost - Taking Back Sunday   [Hehe! This is working!]

Ending Credits:
The Ghost Of You - My Chemical Romance


Am I the only oen who thinks this soundtrack is pretty emo?...

IF A MOVIE WAS MADE OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:

Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
Put it on shuffle.
Press play.
For every question type the song that's playing.
When you go to a new question press the next button.
Ready? GO!

Opening Credits:
a little's enough - angels and airwaves

Waking Up:
blood (empty promises) - papa roach

Falling In Love:
spin - taking back sunday

Fight Scene :
i miss you - blink-182

Breaking Up:
from here on it got rough - kaada

Make-up:
cross me off your list - hawthorne heights

Secret Love:
hysteria - muse

Life's Okay:
show me - all left out

Mental Breakdown: 
promise - matchbook romance

Driving:
dead on arrival - fall out boy

Flashbacks:
pour yourself a drink - the academy is...

Happy Dance:
waiting - Green Day

Regretting:
sweat the battle before thebattle sweats you - cute is what we aim for

Long Night Alone:
scars  - papa roach

Final Battle: 
1000 hours - Green Day

Death Scene:
at the library - Green Day

Ending Credits:
finger twist & split - cute is what we aim for

1. My name is Fern
2. Nicknames are Furbie , Fernie, Fernie-Wernie, Boomy, SAP, Squeaky
3. I live in Bradford
4. My B'day is on 6th Feb...
5. ... DON'T forget it =]
6. I am 15
7. I have naturally mid brown hair
8. But it's now dyed black
9. && I think that it rox sox =]
10. I have green eyes
11. I lyk them too =]
12. I luff emo's =]]
13. I kinda am one...
14. Me && Matty Gale are 2 emo's in 2 corner's of the CLC
15. Me.&&.Kain.are.emos
16. I have random moments...
17. When i say moments, i mean all the time =P
18. I am constantly hyper!
19. && I have no idea why...
20. Converse = <3
21. Yoo normally see me with make-up on all the time time...
22. Just at the moment, I have none on at all ='[
23. My fave colour is hot pink =]
24. I luff Matt loooooaaaads =]
25. I smoke
26. I drink
27. && I can apparently sing too =]
28. I copied the 3 things above from MySpace
29. Aint I smart? =] *everyone says no =[*
30. Wow... I've got to 30 just by random thoughts in my head =D
31. I find that amazing...
32. I sleep loads
33. Am quite smart wierdly...
34. Just can never be arsed doing coursework =]
35. I have an iPod
36. It is this pink... kinda
37. Therefore, I have named it Pinkie =]
38. I luff m00sik!
39. Emo is my fave!
40. My fave band EVER! is Panic! At The Disco
41. I also love:
42. Green Day
43. Fall Out Boy
44. The Academy Is...
45. Hellogoodbye
46. Gym Class Heroes
47. && many more... =]
48. Have seen Panic! At The Disco live && luffted it sooo much! =]
49. Slam Dunk Fest (a.k.a Fall Out Boy concert) fecking rocked too... Shame it ended =]
50. W00ten 00ten! I'm half way...
51. so now the brain stops thinking of random shizzle to put ¬¬
52. My best mate's mean loooaaads to me =]
53. I wanna be a journalist when i grows up =]
54. But at the moment i am happy to be immature...
55. Altho i can be mature when i have to be...
56. *yawns*
57. Tis tired =]
58. *sings*
59. Lynx Africa Is The Best Smell EVER! =]
60. Yey! 40 more && then i can sleep =]
61. www.myspace.com/random_persons
62. my MySpace link =]
63. She is Love reminds matt of me.. =]
64. dunno why i just said that...
65. But I did =]
66. I lyk my drainpipes =]
67. i luff my lowlife belts...
68. Spesh my pink one =]
69. Hehe... this is a funny number
70. I lyk teddies lots && lots =]
71. I sometimes think that i have already met my soul mate already =]
72. He means lots && lots to me =]
73. && he hates chavs =]]
74. I have 9 ear piercings
75. && i either want my nose, tongue or lip pierced...
76. Not sure tho...
77. Yay! not many to go now =]
78. I have no cigs...
79. too bad Dalton only had one packet up for sale on saturday...
80. I lyk my beads =]
81. && My emo tops =]
82. My new bed rox =]
83. Tis comfy as...
84. I want a LapTop =]
85. Yay! Only 15 to go =]
86. What.Never.Was will be ace! =]...
87. ... Well, when we start out anyways... =]
88. Doo-be-doo...
89. ryan ross is hawt =]
90. i shall steal him
91. i also want matt to call the spider he found cecil-bob-cecil...
92. I want a hamster called bing-bob
93. It shall be black
94. && have a hot pink hamster cage && hamster toys =]
95. I luff going to Centenary =]
96. Only time i get to see vicky p ='[
97. Spongebob rox!
98. I want BAM adio's
99. Yay one more to go =]
100. THE END!

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If ya think that this is pathetic then no offence but... GO AND FUCK OFF!!!... its discrimination and is not good!!!

just all get yur arses on MySpace as soon as ya have read this... we need centenary saving badly!